<meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head><body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/36464233?origin\x3dhttp://aeternumprofugus.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
viernes, diciembre 05, 2008
dis

I wish I could say what the fuck's gone wrong with me. Maybe I'm not made to be with someone for too long because at some point I screw everything up. Or something gets screwed by itself. Or maybe I was the one who's screwed up.

I don't want to sleep yet being awake is something unpleasant. I don't want to disappear yet being here is not something I'd enjoy. I am in bliss and at the same time wanting to die.

I hate the summer, I prefer winter because of the cold, cloudy days. I wish I could be at a snowy place...

Where it's so cold I can feel the breeze burning my skin. Making my eyes become watery.


Sometimes I love you so much I think I can even hate you.

Sometimes I feel I'm so fucked up I just need to disappear... And it would even relieve me.





Oyendo: Radiohead - 2 + 2 = 5

Older entries
octubre 2006 × noviembre 2006 × diciembre 2006 × enero 2007 × febrero 2007 × marzo 2007 × abril 2007 × mayo 2007 × junio 2007 × julio 2007 × agosto 2007 × septiembre 2007 × octubre 2007 × noviembre 2007 × diciembre 2007 × enero 2008 × febrero 2008 × marzo 2008 × abril 2008 × mayo 2008 × junio 2008 × julio 2008 × agosto 2008 × septiembre 2008 × octubre 2008 × noviembre 2008 × diciembre 2008 × enero 2009 × febrero 2009 × marzo 2009 × abril 2009 × mayo 2009 × junio 2009 × julio 2009 × agosto 2009 × septiembre 2009 × octubre 2009 ×